it's funny how you can look at someone that used to be the world to you and have no feelings anymore. i was happy though because i truly moved on. of course i smiled a bit not because i still have feelings for him but because i can still be friends with him. i miss being friends with him. really sometimes i feel like the best way for me to be confortable with my crush is when im friends with hin. but fuck my shyness really omg i cant handle myself sometimes -cyber slap self-