There are so many guys that I really regret liking but this particular boy D well I've never regretted even from the start. He's such a really good boy. Hearing his break up with his girlfriend of 3 years did break my heart a little because I was really hoping that they would last for a long time. I know I've liked a lot and kind of confessed before but when you really liked someone you would wish them happiness. The day I've let go of this feeling of him I was truly wishing him a lot of happiness with his girlfriend. I see how he really loves her and it must really break his hurt because I'm sure he still has feeling for him. For me, he's a friend now and do really want to do something. Even though we're not that closed because I guess after everything we've distanced.. I really wish we can reconnected because I still want him to be appart of my group friend. I wish he can eventually move on and he might be happy one day. Anyway I just really need to vent because it makes me sad. Girls can be so heartless and stupid sometimes. But maybe she has her own reason but anyway.. she missed out on really great boyfriend.

So many of my guys friend around me either got rejected or dumped by an idiot girl. I feel so bad for them and all I can do is be a good friend and support them. No matter what, I will always support them because I know how it feels to be hurt but I guess I'm truly strong enough to be the independant girl that I always wanted to be. Seeing everything going around me just makes me realize that I'm truly happy single. Anyway I need to sleep.