Can't wait for everything to be over. I'm so overwhelming to finally know who are the people that are there for me and those that are just so bastard. I'm really hurt but at the same time I've learned that it is not worth it to keep those people in your life and you put them in a super high position in your heart. It's not worth it. I finally come to the point in which I know that I can't even count my true friends in one hand, that's so sad but it's the truth and it doesn't really bother me that much. I don't need fake people in my life that won't stay so why don't I just let them go and move on in my life later on. I'll be grateful for myself. It's still hurts me a lot a lot but I'll try to let go and not think about it that much just forget forget forget. I wonder who would stay until the end with me.. I still wonder