One by one, will I find the right one?

Today's mood was okay so far. We didn't talk much today, maybe one two minutes? Not even a single hug... It's fine I'm okay with it even thought I'm not used to not hugging him. When my friend told me during lunch time if I'm still in love with that boy, I told her I didn't. She asked me how could I because I see him everyday. I told her that I've moved on and she didn't believe me. Even I, can't even believe that I don't love him anymore. I understand how she felt when I've told her. I've spent one year loving that guy and sometimes I wonder if I'd wasted my time but no I guess not because there are so many good memories that I'd spent with him. I loved him so much and there was a period of time that he meant the world for me. But day by day, I'd realized that he didn't need me at all. I wanted to move on so badly everyday I tried to, he didn't work but suddenly this past month, I've been trying to move on and to see other people. There was this other guy that I'd tried to work things out also because I'd a little bit of feeling for him also at the same time when I was loving the one I thought was my true love. Complicated right? But this past few months, one by one, I've been trying to find the right one. One by one, they disappointed me a lot... One that maybe had played my feelings, one that never responded my feeling toward him and one that I'm still figuring out if we should be together.. Why all this has to happen to me, why why why! I don't want all these drama to happen to me, I'm sick and tired. Why can't I find the right one? Why does every guy that approach me end up hurting me. I guess I'll be find single because it's alright now, I've learned my lesson a long time ago. I don't need somebody to make me happy. But I just am sick of haven't these guy giving me mixed signal so hehe :) Why don't I just give them up.. I should don't I?