It doesn't pissed me off anymore because I don't give a fuck anymore. I'm going to say whatever I want to say, I'm going to walk away because I hate this feeling I'm having right now. For one time, I'm going to be selfish for myself because why do I always have to care for others before myself. Why it is me that gets hurt in the end because I don't want others to be. Why am I putting myself through this if I know that to be happy, I have to be selfish. Seriously, why should I care if I hurt you because all you did was hurting me. I thought I meant something but whatever man, you give but you never receive but it's okay. You got used by someone but at the end that person gets mad at you. What the fuck is wrong in this world. I don't need this what the hell. I knew that you were two faces before but whatever I am done and happy. Seriously, at least have a pretty personality because I am the one that should be mad. You asked for it, whatever from now on you go your way I go mine. Fuck that, you can't be always nice because in the people they are going to back stabbed you. I'd been used once and now twice.. there won't be a third. You know, you'd given your all but in the end you get nothing. It's like giving your life for someone but in the end you get a slap on your face because you'd asked for it, nobody told you to give your life idiot.
Whatever, I'm not mad anymore because I am not the only who thinks that you are selfish so don't judge other people because at night, I think that you know who you really are. I may be a bitch but at least I admit it not like some people. I'm thankful for so many people that still stick with me until the end, I love them so much <3 It's going to be a great summer because I have them and fuck everything else.
It's either you change or don't ever talk to me because I don't want to waste any more time with people like you.

Going paintball tomorrow wouhouu :)