Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I'd chased after you or talked to you even more. As I look at you, I can picture us together. We might be really happy. What didn't I make this effort? I mean you didn't make any so would I. Sometimes it sucks to realize that you've put so many efforts into someone and they give nothing in return. Maybe that was what I felt towards you. I felt like everytime I talk to you well I am bothering you. You didn't want to talk to me, you found me annoying. That's why I've distanced myself but what if... What if I MEAN what if. We will never know because I've lost the motivation ..