What if it turns out to be something that I don't want. I don't want to lose you. I'm scared.. I act heartless sometimes but it's not to hurt you really it's not. You mean so much to mean but I just can't picture us together because maybe we're so comfortable right now. I know I might be a selfish because I want you all to myself but you are not mine and I can't act like this. It's either you or I take action or we have to stay this way. I don't want to lose my freedom but I want you. How can I be so selfish? I want you but I don't want to be with you. My selfish reasons are I don't want to get hurt, I want to maintain this lifestyle.. I have to make a choice. People tease us and I find it funny because really I want us to be more and I wonder if you feel the same way too. No matter what, you will always make me happy with your embrace, with your cute smile and your adorable voice. Everything about you just makes me happy..