How can it be possible that I still love him. I can't find someone better than him I guess but fuck why. Why can't just fucking move on god! Because seriously my mind tells me to let go for a long time but my fucking heart is still holding on to him. Love is stupid. I don't this fucking crap. It will be almost two years that I fucking love him serisouly I am idiot but at the same time I can't blame myself because I'm not trying hard to look for someone. What's the point anyway? At the day this person is going to hurt you and it will juste repeat history itself.