Every morning, when I wake up.. I feel like I am wasting my time but you always give me a reason saying that I am not. I don't know what else can make me happier except seeing you and talking to you. Not only your hugs but the sound of your voice comfort me. I know I still haven't really move on of.. but I promise myself that if one day I really really do, well I know what to do with you. It's still hard for me to see him with her and it still hurts me so that's why I don't want to move forward with you. I want us to be friends but at the same time I want us to be more than friends but I'm scared of losing you. Right now, you are so important to me and you make my days brighter every day and I'm so thankful for that. Thank you for your presence in my life.


I can't believe I wrote that and it was almost two weeks ago.. it's crazy how things can change in only two simple week