So today when I got back from a long day of school, I'd watched so tv and decided to take a nap  because I was really tired. I can honestly say that everytime I sleep, I end up dreaming about something random. Guess what I dreamed about.. a nightmare. I don't know why I still keep dreaming of him.. why? Why he has to be so perfect in my dreams but a total jerk in real life.. I really really hate it, I don't want to fall for a person that I create in my dreams because in real life he's the total opposite. I mean he used to be a good guy, a guy which I fell in love with but now, I don't even know him anymore.. I hate him, I really do hate him. why don't we have a delete button so that I can delete all the memories we had and pretend we've never meant, Why..