It's really sad for me to realize that I can only count and trust few of my friends. I've learned to not trust that much people. I'm really grateful that I've meant so many new friends this year because they really are good friends. I can count on them even though we barely know each other but some that I've knew for quit long are no longer that closed to me. It's sad to say but it's the truth. I'm okay with it because friends come and go and that's life. Anyway, even though I've lost some of good friends but I've gained many that are there to stay for a bit longer.. I  hate those "friends" that say that you are so important to them but at the end of the day they don't really trust that much. It's sad that you tell everything to them but they don't do the same thing.. Like seriously I can't stay those people. If we are friends then we should actually trust each other? I guess not. It's fine because I can still count on few good and true friends that have been there for so long. Even though we barely see each other we know that this bond that we have will never break. I knew from the start that we were going to become good friends. They are not my best friends but they are my good and true friends. In teenager stage, we don't have really meet someone that's your best friend. In elementary school, yes maybe you'll fine a best friend like me. I've known my best friend for almost 11 years, sometimes I don't really contact her because I've so many work to do and I forget but at the end of the day she's my best friend and I know she'll understand me. Some other good friends of mine, even though we don't see each other that often, we are good friends. But there are also those friends that are fake and they just considered you as a replacement. When they don't need you well they'll ignore you. Fuck that, I don't need this. That's why I don't trust anymore.. why should I trust some fake people that will leave you later on.. Sick of this. That's why.. no more trusting