I feel bad that I had to keep so much to myself because these days I can't really trust people anymore. Not that I don't trust them but they are still a lot of things that are still inside me and ready to explode. I guess I was wrong about trusting them. This year I have regretted like making my friend cried, I guess that I wasn't a really good friend after all, I've never really felt good after her special day. I tried to fix it sometimes I wish I can go back in time and be with her on her special day like she did for me. She had done so much for me and I'm thankful for that.. I just wish her to be happy from now on because she deserves it! I want the people around me to be happy, especially the ones that I care. I have regretted so many things that can't be change anymore. Thinking about it, I was really stupid. I'm sorry for those that I'd hurted and that is why I want to improve as a person. Being more mature but still super fun to hang with because hey, my "funess" is giving by nature itself. Forget the pain that people caused to you is the goal I'm trying to achieve -fighting-