I really have to thank my family for taking care of me during this long week of fever-ing and coughing. It still has to go on but I just feel so bad because I've put them into so much trouble. Especially when I cough because they can't really do anything except letting me sleep and giving me water. Seeing them taking care of me just melt my heart. I loved when my grandma was putting on some chinese herb thingy on my back, I've notice that she got so much older because of her dry wrinkly hands :( I couldn't help but to shed a tear because after all those years, she had taking care of me with my grandpa and because of my bad temper sometimes well I ruin things. I've regretted so many things. I'm not a good grandchild. I love my grandparents so much and that the thought of losing them will really really tear me apart. I have to cherish them everyday because I'm scared that one day they will leave me.