Real friends

Sometimes living in the past is not always a bad things. I guess that I've just realized how much I miss my old friends. It really made my day talking to them because we shared lots of great memories before. Sometimes I really wish I can rewind to the past because everything was so much easier. Talking about old times made me realized that I had lost a lot of people in my life. As I grow older, I know that there are some people that won't be in my life anymore and I won't care because it's a part of life but there are still those that even if you haven't talk for so long, you'll always maintain friends because the bond that you shared with them was strong enough to last. It's hard to believe that the people that you thought you will never let go of are now not that important to you because they don't consider you as their real friends. It's sad but at the same I've learned that you can't always trust people and that in life, friends come and go. I've learned that they are only some people in your life that you can really really trust. I know I have found them because one hand is already enought if I have to count them which two of them are the ones I trust the most and tell everything to. Lately they had help me so much even though I thought that could handle it myself but it feels good to pour yourself to the people you trust because you know they won't backstabbed you like most "friends" do..anyway going to sleep now!